güzel günlere There is a thin line between hate and love. How much you love, so much you hate. There is necessary only a very small reason, slightest difference to change love and/or hate to reverse.
Now... I think that why I loved you?
Because you are beautiful? Yes, it may be a reason but... There are millions beautiful than you; why I didn't or couldn't choose one of them?
Because you are smart (or you think like that)? It maybe a reason but... You are not the only smart one and not the best. So, it is not the main reason.
Because... Because, because... So many options...
BECAUSE you loved me once upon a time. At least, you said that you love me. This is the MAIN reason.
Now... You hate me, do you, really? Why?
Because I am older than you?
Because I am curiuos, curious about your past, friends, environment? Are you ashamed of your past, what you were and what you became now?
Because I am not the one who can give you the dreams, comfort, security, sexuality you want/wish?
Because you are afraid of losing your dignity, earnings, future? You think you have a fortune, a miracle waiting for you?
BECAUSE... Because because... No many options, answer is simple.
You do not know what is LOVE! You do not understand and feel what is to be loved, how valuable it is!
I can't say: Оставь меня в покое! But I can say: Я оставлю тебя в покое!
Becaue you are already ALONE! 😞
